dating sucks.... this saving the V-card for marraige thing is really tough to deal w/. i'm pretty up-front about it. and the responses are pretty typical. there has only been 2 guys so far who are actually ok w/it. the other responses include: 1. "i don't like to put time frames on things like that"---> translation---> "yeah right...i bet i could have you in the sack in no time" 2. "why should you have to wait?"--->translation---> "why should I have to wait"--which can also mean ---> "if i don't get it from you, i will get it somewhere else..." 3. no call after the first or second date---> translation---> "you're cute, but you're not worth months of sexual frustration" 4. "a virgin?!? really?!? so how far have you gone?"--->translation---> "can i at least get a blow job out of this deal??" 5. "do you ummm....handle yourself then?"--->translation---> can i watch??" this is frustrating. but i understand. what's the point of having a beautiful girlfriend if you can bone her, right?
its like having a hamberger that you can only look at and smell, but never eat. it must be asking alot of a guy...you can get your rocks off unless you commit your life to me. and there is no guarantee that i would be good at it. tho i don't think i would be a bad lay honestly. i'm adventurous, energetic, i can really move my hips (all the bellydancing pays off) and i'm actually pretty flexible. lol!! i'm down for whatever (within reason of course) i also get comments like: "wow, maybe you just have low libido or your hormones are out of whack"
"are you gay?? maybe you just don't like men that much..." THERE IS NOTHING PHYSICALLY WRONG WITH ME!!! AND I AM NOT GAY!! well....moving on. i gotta stick to my morals.
my room mate scares me. she's 35, single and lives w/ a 24 yr old room mate...
will i be 35 and single too?  is this hopeless... -jazz | 
